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Sunday, June 13, 2010

Dont Know

so my head has been going a million miles an hour latley and i have no idea why..
Ive been having really stupid thoughts as well....
I want to be pregnent again... i dont know why i want to as i dont want to have any more children just as of yet, though also daniel would kill me if i was to get pregnent again right now,
though yeah i just miss it, i miss that feeling you have inside you knwoing that you have a life growing there, i mis the kicking and the flutters,
I know i would bitch about it htough i really do miss it,

I cant get pregnent yet any how i have had the depo injection, and will be getting quite a few more as i really want my body to have a break and for there to be a nice age gap between the kids,


I dont know i just really miss it
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3 comments:

  1. salJune 14, 2010 at 1:57 AM

    Hi Sarah,

    if I were you I would just wait a little while and let your body reover from the last few years of what it has gone through. By all means I'm not saying that you shouldnt have any more children Im just saying that if would be very tiring for you if you had 3 children plus your angel all at a very young age. I too am so eager to start a family and can totally understand what you are feeling. I cannot wait to be able to feel all the kicks and flutters :)

    Give your body a break, get your marriage back on track and then when you are ready, start to try again :) good luck

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  2. SerenaJune 14, 2010 at 2:11 AM

    Hey Sarah,

    I know the feelings you are having I used to have them too and sometimes even now I think 'what if'. I knew before Kyle and Maddison were born that they would be the last and that Shane and I had the family we had always wanted and chose to hav my tubes tied when they were born, but when it came to having my hysterectomy 16 months later I had a few moments of dispair because the option of having anymoe was gone for good and I would never feel the feeling of a life growing inside me ever again. I think most mums miss that feeling at some time or another its only natural. I had the feelings again in January when I took my 'babies' to school for the first time and realised they weren't babies anymore. Trust me hunni when I say those feelings will come and go over the years but new feelings will be there to replace them. Hugs Serena

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  3. jesse k + xJune 14, 2010 at 4:06 PM

    I thought the drs said it wasn't a good idea to have anymore kids and you were getting ur tubes tied? That's not happening anymore?

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