Email to daniel

I sent this email on the 31/3/10 and still have not gotten a reply

Ok so as I said in the sms we really talk, and I'm sorry though you will prolly get shitty at this and again not reply though I need to say this



I need to know what is going on, I'm sick of everything being up in the air, this whole together thing though seperated is really playing with my head, and driving me nuts, yeah you are sick of me asking you about it, though I am sick of not know whats going on,

I have two little boys here that need me more than ever and how can I give them all the attention/support that they need when I cant even focus,

Everytime I try to talk to you about this you change subject or get all cranky, so how are we able to work our problems out unless we talk about them,

Its been nearly 6 months since we have seperated, and each day that goes by I feel like its going to be a permanent thing,

I dont feel like your wife any more Daniel, I feel more like just a booty call, or jsut something for your convenience, yeah I know you work heaps and long hours, and I was in hospital for ages,

Though you hardly talk to me any more I am the one who needs to start things off with us talking or you jsut dont say any thing, as much as I hate to say this it really feels like we are drifting away from one another and the only chance we have of being together again is fading really quickly,


Are you still confused with waht you want? Do you even want us to be together?


My biggest fear is that I am going to receive divorce papers in the mail, and if that is going to happen I would like the heads up first so its not so much of shock,

There are endless times where I jsut think what is going on, and how did we let things get like this... If the only thing stopping you saying its over compleatly is the boys, and you are worried that you wont get to see them, DONT as I have told you, you can have as much or as little time with them as you like I am not going to stop you....


Once again you are prolly not going to like what I have said in here, though I jsut cant take it not knowing what is going on and how you feel