Mixed messages

i feel like i am getting mixed messages,
i stayed at daniels last night and then again tonight,
things are seeming to be going great, though when i go to talk about us, the subject/mood changes....
should i keep trying to push the subject?
should i just drop it?
should i keep trying?
I just dont know what to do any more, i really want an answer if we are going to work things out,
or should i take it how Daniel is acting as his way of saying that things are going to work out??????


On a good night went and seen Deacan again today, he now weighs 2448g, and he breast fed really well, he stayed on my right side for about 15 mins sucking away, i went to change him to my left side and he had a few sucks then wasnt interested, the nurse gave him a top up of 35ml through the NG tube, i expressed after it and i was able to get 50ml and i normaly can only get about 40ml during the day, i know he was drinking cos my breast wasnt hard afterwards, and also my left side was leaking, that usally happends when i am expressing, the first breast i put it on the other one leaks lol,

Jason is doing great to, he has his first tooth now its his bottom front right tooth, my little man is growing up so fast, i cant call him m little man any more, so maybe i should start calling him "my big boy"

thats all the updates so far, ill try to get back on later tonight and update some more